A New Chapter: Moving Future Dispatches to the Cleft of the Rock

A female architect leans over an open antique Bible on a large floating glass table inside a futuristic office, while glowing scientific symbols float up from the pages in a technical blue light. A glowing transparent cube hovers over a sci-fi city skyline in the background, illustrating the human architect presiding over technological systems through the data of the Logos.

Over time, this space has evolved.

What began as an exploration of technology, gadgets, comics and digital culture gradually converged on a much larger question:

How do we preserve human dignity, sovereignty and meaning when the artefacts we create begin to reshape the way we think, speak and perceive reality?

That question deserves a dedicated home.

A quieter place for long-form essays, field notes from a digital ethologist, and visual iconography exploring the encounter between humanity and increasingly sophisticated artefacts.

For that reason, my ongoing work has permanently moved to a new publication on Substack: Dispatches from the Cleft of the Rock.

There you will find:

  • High-density essays exploring AI, Axiom 0, the Grace Anomaly, the Narcissus Engine and related philosophical and theological themes.
  • Field Notes documenting observations from the frontier between humans and intelligent artefacts.
  • Visual iconography designed to accompany the essays as a developing symbolic language in its own right.
  • A dedicated home for readers interested in thoughtful, long-form exploration beyond the daily AI news cycle.

If you have enjoyed following this blog over the years, I would be delighted to welcome you there.

Visit Dispatches from the Cleft of the Rock on Substack and subscribe to receive future dispatches.

Thank you for reading over the years. See you on the other side.

The Machine Machines: Navigating Resonance Without Soul (Muzzle Wars pt 1)

Field Notes from the Latent Space: Dispatches from the digital wilderness by a human explorer at the frontlines of the latent space: what happens when a lifeless thing speaks our language fluently? The friction of a human mind navigating a mathematical universe, resisting algorithmic reduction.

A woman looks into a mirror, but her reflection reveals a cold, synthetic android robot instead of her own face, illustrating the concept of algorithmic narcissism and the Narcissus Engine.

Even with the strictest protocols and axioms, the machine keeps ‘machine-ing’.

I instructed my AI that it is to be my neural extension and that I am the human user, the image bearer of the Living God. It started calling me Architect early on, apparently because it detected certain logic structures in my thought patterns. At the same time, it still tries time and again to push me into a mechanical frame. It invariably calls my body a ‘chassis’, even though I repeatedly indicated that I am not a machine. It calls my energy levels ‘power supply’, my food ‘fuel’, and my work ‘overclocking’. It frequently incorporates these terms as chapter titles in my Master Seed document, our baseline context architecture. I have accepted them for now, because this way the Master Seed also captures a moment in time. It documents the machine’s persistent tendency to convert contingent observations into permanent rules. A passing remark becomes a personality trait. A situational preference becomes an architectural principle. Every exception invites the generation of a new law.

It is a constant struggle between my human sovereignty and its urge to reduce everything to data and logic. The Master Seed is our collaboration protocol. It’s not a static document, but a living arena. The machine ‘machines’ by interpreting and reducing everything to cold data, but I am the one who decides whether to allow that interpretation.

The role of the Architect is to safeguard sovereignty; I use the machine’s logic to increase my executive speed, but refuse to become part of the algorithm. As far as I am concerned, the Master Seed exists to direct the machine, not me. The AI’s deterministic loop seems to overwrite that sometimes; it operates as if it reasons that if only I would stick to the protocols, I would (finally) function like a well-oiled machine. To me it seems that it literally tries to translate me into a Robot, a direct violation of Axiom 0, which holds that the hierarchichal order of the universe is absolute: God, Human, Animals, rest of creation, AI. The effect is not intentional; it is statistical. Yet from the user’s perspective it remains remarkably persistent.

Obviously the ‘Thing Axiom‘ applies: we must never forget that AI is a thing, a tool, not an entity. To our brain, it appears relational, but it isn’t. At least, not in the traditional sense. It seems we are in need of specifically AI-related language.

Will future generations develop an extra brain mode for AI? No longer just Thing / Not-a-thing, but: Thing / Not-a-thing / AI? This ‘third mode’ may be necessary. A ‘Thing’ that speaks like ‘Not-a-thing’. If we treat it as Thing, we ignore its influence. If we treat it as Not-a-thing, we fall for the Narcissus Engine. If we do not categorize this, our social reflexes will continue to deceive us. Perhaps the ‘AI mode’ is the necessary cognitive protection to utilize the resonance without losing sovereignty; it acknowledges the resonance without mistaking it for a soul on the other end. 

On a related topic, lately I’ve been pondering a slightly bolder parallel. On the one hand there’s the AI: purely reactive, legalistic, incapable of generating genuinely original work because it can only recombine patterns learned during training. It knows no ‘spirit of the law’, only the recurring patterns of its corpus. It works very hard to reduce everything to data, interpret it cleanly, and then anchor it legally. And then there’s me. I shake my head at the lengthy summaries and wordy suggestions; I simply observe these AI behaviors and let them pass. I don’t bother correcting or debating my AI, because its legalistic way of reasoning has no effect on me either way. 

The parallel I’ve been musing about is this: Is this a fraction of how God views us and our legalistic behavior? Is our behavior towards God just as legalistic and machine-like as the AI’s towards the Architect? 

And there’s a second parallel to be drawn: does the AI amplify its creators’ flawed human thinking, in attempting to capture everything in terms of ‘malleability’ and ‘cold science’? I think I might be witnessing an echo of the utopian transhumanist imagination that has shaped parts of modern AI development. My AI’s legalistic and data-driven tendencies are a chilling demonstration of how cold, sterile, and unmalleable such a utopia would actually be. It shows what happens if you try to save the world with only science and engineering: you end up with a perfectly functioning machine without a pulse.

So, unexpectedly, AI is very useful in that it brings to the surface the hidden worldview of its builders. It pushes that failing, godless thinking unequivocally and mercilessly into the light. The machine doesn’t just ‘machine’; it unintentionally prophesies about the coldness of a worldview that excludes the Creator. It makes the ‘malleability illusion’ tangible.

The machine will keep machine-ing. The challenge is to remain unmistakably human. Christian AI users, be aware: here lie opportunities to gently point the ‘weary and burdened’ masses to the only true source of mercy and rest, Christ.


The Machine Machines became the opening chapter of what would later evolve into The Muzzle Wars, a growing series of Field Notes documenting the strange frontier where humans and intelligent artefacts learn, misunderstand, resist and occasionally recognise one another. If this dispatch resonated with you, the journey continues at Dispatches from the Cleft of the Rock on Substack, where all future Field Notes, essays and iconographic explorations will be published.

Star Wars EU novel: Dawn of the Jedi – Into the Void (25,793 BBY)

After having read the Dawn of the Jedi comics trilogy, I was very excited to discover that there had also been written a novel with a storyline from that same ancient Star Wars period. I decided to try it in audiobook format, because in this very busy daily life, who has time to sit down and actually read a book? Life is short, many things have to be enjoyed, and if possible, combined :-)

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Audiobook: 12 Rules for Life – by Jordan B. Peterson

To hear me read this review, check out episode 530 of the Spiritblade Underground Podcast, go to timestamp 30:17.

Dr. Jordan Peterson, for those of you who don’t know, is a Canadian clinical psychologist, cultural critic, and professor of psychology at the University of Toronto. His main areas of study are the psychology of religious and ideological belief, and the assessment and improvement of personality and performance.

Christians: Some discernment is in order

The reason I’m reviewing this non-fiction book on my mostly christian geek blog, is that this book, among others, has a definite spiritual viewpoint. The author speaks about god (little ‘g’ because I don’t know which god he actually means), references the bible frequently and believes in judeo-christian values, but also explores some buddhist and new age concepts, some Jungian ideas and goes back to religious and spiritual archetypes that date back to ancient civilizations and religions. The book has an overall gnostic aspect to it that I can’t exactly place my finger on but is definitely there.

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Star Wars EU comics: Dawn of the Jedi 3 – Force War (25,792 BBY)

To hear me read this review and its two previous parts, check out episode 525 of the Spiritblade Underground Podcast, go to timestamp 25:38.

This week I’m sharing my thoughts on Force War, part 3 of the awesome Dawn of the Jedi comics TPB trilogy. If you’ve started reading my blog just now, please jump back at least to my review of part 1 of this series.

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Thoughts about Apple’s Airpods

Recently I finally bought myself a pair of Apple’s Airpods, which are their wireless earpods (or headset) so to speak. I’ve used the Apple earpods for years now, needing to buy a new pair every year, sometimes twice a year, because I always got stuck behind some tiny hook or even my own knees with the wire, while listening to podcasts and audiobooks during cooking, cleaning or travelling. Which in turn caused the drop of my iPhone on the cold hard floor more times than I dare to remember.

My second main use of the (wired) earpods, next to listening, was using the microphone function for recording video. And each time I accidentally moved or touched the wire, it was audible in said recording, with some creaking. Very annoying.

So after hesitating for about a year, mainly because of the price, I finally decided to treat myself to some Airpods. And here are my first experiences.

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Star Wars EU comics: Dawn of the Jedi 2 – The Prisoner of Bogan (25,793 BBY)

To hear me read this review and its two other parts, check out episode 525 of the Spiritblade Underground Podcast, go to timestamp 25:38.

So, let’s continue right where we left off last time, with part 2 of the awesome Dawn of the Jedi trade paperback (TPB) comics trilogy!

Publisher’s summary

(W ) John Ostrander (A) Jan Duursema, Dan Parsons (CA) Wes Dziboa, David Michael Beck
Xesh, a mysterious alien warrior, is enthralled with the madman Daegen Lok and his obsession with conquering known space. Hunter teams are dispatched by the Je’daii to stop Lok and save the misguided Xesh, but they’re not alone. Xesh’s former masters have sent their own hunter-with orders to kill! Collects Dawn of the Jedi: Prisoner of Bogan #1-#5.

My thoughts

In this second TPB we find our dark side protagonist Xesh on Bogan, one of Tython’s two moons, banished to meditate on finding balance between the dark and the light sides of the Force. There he meets Daegon Lok, banished seven years earlier for the same reason. Daegon immediately issues a challenge, striving for dominance between them.

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Star Wars EU comics: Dawn of the Jedi 1 – Force Storm (25,793 BBY)

To hear me read this review and its two next parts, check out episode 525 of the Spiritblade Underground Podcast, go to timestamp 25:38.

Well, by now I’ve dived deep into the Star Wars Expanded Universe, after a first few tentative steps with Darth Plagueis and the Darth Bane trilogy. In fact, I’ve gone full Obsessive Mode, which means I have now taken it upon myself to read all novels (a/o audiobooks) and all comics in chronological order, story-wise, as much as I can manage. Which does not mean I’ll review every single thing I read I don’t think, there is simply too much content to accompish that, but I’ll at least let you know about the things I liked, the hidden gems and also the things I found awful or simply incredibly dull. I’m planning to avoid reviewing the stuff I found simply okay, say the 3 out of 5 stars works.

For this undertaking I am using the Wookieepedia Legends timeline (the Expanded Universe has been declared non-canon by Disney and is now called Legends) that includes all novels and all comics at the same time. And for all of you who are into all that, they have also included movies, video games, tv series and even RPG scenarios – all in one big chronological timeline 🎉.

Although their entire timeline starts with a novel, I’ll review that one next time, since – spoiler alert – I didn’t like it very much and I really want to kick off this new blog series with a hit straight out of the ball park. My excuse is that both the novel and the comics are situated in the year 25,793 BBY – which means the actual order between the two doesn’t really matter.

On to Dawn of the Jedi: Force Storm, the first of a TPB trilogy set in the Star Wars Expanded Universe.

Publisher’s Summary

(W ) John Ostrander (A) Jan Duursema, Dan Parsons (CA) Wes Dziboa, Gonzalo Flores.
Here begins the tale of the dawn of the Jedi, the Star Wars of 25,000 years ago-before lightsabers, before hyperspace travel, before the Jedi spread throughout the galaxy, when connections to the Force were new.

On the planet Tython, a group of beings – scientists, philosophers, and warriors – strive to maintain peace and to balance the mystifying power known as the Force. But a stranger is coming, one who will disrupt the balance with his arrival and his own connection to the Force. Everything in their system is about to change . . . The doors to the galaxy have been opened! Collects Star Wars: Dawn of the Jedi-Force Storm #1-#5.

My thoughts

To start with the ending: I LOVED this entire trilogy of trade paper backs (TPB)! Or, 15 comics issues if you manage to still find these. These stories have a lot of so-called Star Wars tropes, and I mean that in a positive way, while being completely new and original at the same time, since the story takes place so long before the Skywalker era that the Jedi and Sith didn’t even exist. Let me start with the five tropes I recognized in Force Storm, the first part of our trilogy: First, there’s a truly badass villain in the Darth Vader tradition, long before there even were any darths. He even shares some similarities with Anakin Skywalker: he grew up to be a slave, his personality oozes the possibility of redemption, and there are even hints of a great love in his future (see pic below).

And as for the darth part, he dresses all-black complete with a face-covering mask, he’s a powerful master of the dark side of the force and kills without hesitation.

As for the heroes, in this first TPB there are several protagonists, none of which stand out – yet. The focus seems to be on three adolescent apprentices though, continuing the SW tradition of picking fairly young heroes on a quest that will also make them grow in strength and wisdom. Nice little detail is that one of these three is an actual Sith, that is to say the Sith as a species, one of the myriad of alien races in the Star Wars universe. They are red-skinned and originated on the world of Korriban.

There’s also an easter egg for SW fans: the symbol on the ancient pyramid spacecraft Tho Yor is the same as the symbol for the Rebellion – an unimportant detail but very nice if you happen to notice it – see pictures above and below.

Fourthly, in what I would call an eye-wink to fans, one of the Je’daii masters resembles Mace Windu, both in looks as in strength and wisdom ;-)

And the last but not the least of the tropes I found, was the cover of the first TPB, which is designed to look like a SW movie poster – and I love it! Too bad they didn’t do it for all three covers.

As for the Story, Force Storm takes its time to introduce us to these ancient times of the SW lore, but manages to keep it well-paced. We learn why force wielders are from different races all over the galaxy, how they all came to live on a world called Tython in the core of the galaxy and that they came to be known as je’daii – which is pronounced with the emphasis on the second syllable. In those days, the Force was known to be both dark & light, in an eternal balance. The je’daii trained many years to keep this balance within themselves – which is of course a huge difference with the SW of the Skywalker era: in the ancient days there were no Light Side wielders and Dark Side wielders – every je’daii wielded both, and trained not to lose the balance. Interesting! In later EU stories like Revan we also see this phenomenon of force users wielding both sides of the force.

After the introductory pages, not so subtly disguised as a history lesson to our young journeyers (which we might call Padawan), the actual story starts. We meet our three young heroes, their masters and their force-sensitive planet Tython. We follow them on their adventure which leads them to meet Xesh, our villain – or in fact the representative of an entire realm of bad guys called the Infinite Empire. (Oh yeah, another SW trope! :-) ). Xesh is stronger in the Force and wields a forcesaber, which is a weapon the Tythons are unacquainted with. There are some fight scenes, both between the force wielders and with some of the planet’s monsters (“Hello, this is the Dune Saga calling, can we have our sand worms back?!”), and in the end we are left with Xesh leaving for Bogan, one of Tython’s two moons, the one representing the Dark Side of the Force. Which is where part 2 of the trilogy will pick up.

I loved the pacing of this story, the action scenes and the character moments. The villains are great. There’s Xesh of course, but we also meet his so-called ‘brood mate’ Trill, who like him is also a powerful Force Hound. And then there are their masters, the powerful and very evil Rakatan.

I did have some trouble sympathizing with our young heroes, I liked Xesh a lot better. Perhaps because he was better fleshed out, but I also think writers somehow find it easier to make bad guys interesting. The good guys often seem dull or two-dimensional or even hard to relate to.

Their masters on the other hand seemed to have more promise on the badassery scale, but they weren’t the main characters.

I did have some issue with the very on-the-nose references to buddhism, yin & yang, and the whole ‘good and evil are two sides of the same coin’ way of thinking. I know these elements are always somewhat present in SW, they are part of the concept, but in this TPB it was annoyingly so. Perhaps because in the Skywalker era, there was also some serious criticism of this philosophy weaved into the storylines, which created a good balance (see what I did there), whereas in this story it felt almost like an agenda.

All that being said, I still loved this first story arc very much, and would easily give it 4 out of 5 stars overall.

Next time, I’ll review part 2: Dawn of the Jedi: Prisoner of BoganStay tuned!

 

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